ATLAST.i have successfully changed the layout of my blogger.im getting tired of it anyway.wel.today isnt not just any ordinary day.its christmas.sad as it may seem.i dont feel "extraordinary".i just feel like any mediocre human being trying to kill time by blogging here.sounds sick?thats because i am.im sick of being stuck in here.in sick of this routine.ive been doing this for 2 years now and nothing seems to change.i cant see any improvement in terms of our financial status.enough of that crap.anyway.im hapi and contented (*sarcastic?*)im serious.im dead serious.im hapi that no one got hurt this christmas.no one followed yani's footsteps.and to be honest im quite excited.because my relatives from my father side asked me to come with them to baguio.they havent decided yet on who's car would i hitch into.my cousin kuya lawrence will be going with only his girlfriend and brother so there would be a lot of space for moi.my uncle would be goin out with his girlfriend and his gf's daughter gwen.lola maybe would also be in that ride.but bembem (kuya's brother) told me that i would ride at tito bong's car with him.so i guesss that would make it all clear.we'l leave at tomorrow at around 12 am.i cant imagine myself being that energetic after that long ride inside that dreaded car.i hope i could make it.hehe.maybe a can of choco flakes should do the trick.nga pala.shes asking me to buy 3 boxes of choco flakes.a sweater.a blouse,a necklace and anything that i could see that would make her hapi.