Tuesday, December 31, 2002

hay.new year.new year.whats new?
gosh.time really flies.its already 2003.ill eventually be having problems forgetting that its already 2003.last night before eating the usual "medya noche"(if thats how its spelled hehe)..we attended the new year mass.and the priest told us to reflect on what happened to me the past year.so i did.what i found out is that i always forget to count my blessings.i have always demanded a lot from him.but i always get disppointed when he doesnt give me exactly what i need.though he frequently does that im still very grateful.because things are not given to me in excess of what i ask for.its up to me to reach my goals that i have set for myself and it gives me more challenge.i sound like a freakin preacher.dontget me wrong.im dont look like one.and i certainly dont act like one.i do like to talk about these things introvertly.so i just talk about this in this online journal for my convenience thank you.hehe.anyway.
im still tired.spending 10 hours hugging the sheets still wont make up for the stress that i had while travelling from vigan to manila.speaking of vigan.i havent talked about our trip to bagiuo,then vigan and back.thats why i was off to hiatus these past few days.dis wuz da rison.hehe.anyway.i had a GREAT time with my cousins.sayang nga my brothers didnt come.mybe because they really are not that ready when it comes to long journeys like that one.being in baguio was cool.it wouldnt be that fun if it werent for rose.my cousin's girl.we have a lot in common.from music preferences to exclusive culture if u know what i mean.we even showered together with gwyn,tita farah's daughter.after baguio and vigan i feel that certain bond between me and my relatives.i duno.i felt good about it.maybe that "reyes" bond came alive again.inspite of our differences in sex,culture(haha the korean exchange student were with us),music preferences,taste in clothes,taste in women(haha),we still keep that tight chain that no one could ever cut loose.keep hope alive(mala retreat lolz).i love the reyes clan.i love her