had another stick of my regular lights.i cant help it.everytime i eat i always have this craving for another stick of my favorite brand of cigarette.hay.i wish i had a way.hmmm...looks like that i have to catch up on a lot of blogging.

*reads through her blogs*

oh well...i even forgot to blog while twas my birthday.ho nga pala.it was my birthday just 2 weeks ago!march 4.i really felt complete then.a lot of people texted me that day so i felt a little (little lang noh!) special.Ü.gee whiz..mushy hehe.erm..

okay okay..whatever..so i havent updated this thing...whats new?actually.nothing big.Ü.whats ironic is that i wouldnt change a thing about it.im really happy and contented how things are coming in their way.i mean yup,a lovelife adds a lot of zest in your life.but what happens when you add in a combination of a cup of a nearly bearable family and toppings of good friends to make your life better.those are what i think vital in order to keep your sanity.atleast now that i have found solace by leaning on to others and trusting them, its my turn to return them the favor of keeping them that trust.darn it,do i sound like a friggin missionary?hehe.i dont mean to annoy bitter people.but i just happen to enjoy life at this very moment.i learned a big secret eh.and i learned it the hard way.its just to appreciate everthing that comes your way.a lot of people thought me this.including the one i love.but right now shes really pissed with her projects and all,and im trying my best to help her.she hasnt replied yet,so i think shes REAL busy.o jeepers,i forgot to do her math project.ill catch up on that later.hehe.
*sigh*.reality bites.but you do a lot of things to conceal it.a lot of people try to look their best in all things but often find themselves empty in the end.just thoughts,i have a lot of thoughts,and sometimes i forget all of them in just a spur of a moment.anyway,before i go further into what im trying to post,ima mention if nalang.Ü.last saturday,(tama ba)march8.aion.post ko lang date in case.hehe.i dont have to tell everything in detail.because i remember all things perfectly and clearly.it was up's fashion party.the SINGE.it was really fun.but a lot of things happened before i could really say it as fun.challenges.hehe.anyway.ima get out muna.and grab my favorite lights and puff my way into everything.im hella pressured here at the shop.wish that this would be taken sooner than april.hay.i wana rest na eh.