ok im here again at irc....*** chi^ is now known as mm`fats

shovin my way off to hiatus from this blogger isnt what i think of as a good idea..hehe.i want,if possible..to remember all the dates that are memorable to me.but lately i think all the days are memorable,specially when i have her.i dont actually have her.i dont own her.i just love her.and she actually loves me.um....i think she has proven enough now,i told her that.imagine,hinatid niya ko sa school from southmall.i never felt so KILIG lately but she sis gave me the chills that day...actually that was just monday(feb17).maybe because it was 17..hehe..inspired eh.and yesterday.i fetched her from her school.but i didnt attend 3 subjects.we had a fight.maybe it wasnt much of a big deal to her.but for me it was.petty fights add up to a big nasty one.considering our incompatible philosophies when it comes to hiding anger,i could say that it might lead to a very serious problem.i have the tendency to just ignore my anger and lower my pride just for the sake of not arguing.but she does not like the idea of being that lenient,she wants see through me,to see my emotions and not stare at me not as an opaque object.now i taste the sweetness and bitterness of loving someone.sweet because you are being loved in return.but bitter because you have so succumb yourself to please everyone else.including yourself.there are a lot of things at stake when you love.but im truly assured that the things i get in return are truly rewarding.she sent me a quote just the other day it goes this way "in god's time, you will fall in love for the right reason,to the right person.when that time comes, that love will be worth the LONG wait,the tears and pain...then u will forget you ever waited."the quote struck me the same way she asked me if she was worth the wait.she's right,i have waited a LOOONG time.3 years maybe was enough for me to prove how much i love her.its her turn to prove it...although i have seen her efforts..ill just wait and see...

there are plenty of things to do...

so little time...